as I go through my teenage life..

I remember when I was still a kid..
I have no problems, not even a single..
I just enjoy my life and worry about nothing..
People saw sweet smiles from me..
but what now?
I'm a teenager..
dilemmas started to come..
and every teenagers common dilemmas is of course, LOVELIFE.
well, I start to experience this.
before, I just experience the so-called "puppy love"
to be honest, in that time, i don't know the meaning of love.
gradually, I begin to know the true meaning of love based on my experiences.
i didn't know that rejecting someone who is courting you is such a big hurt for them.
as days come that I'm becoming mature, many boys began entering my life.
as one day, I'm trapped between two boys.
they both love me. really.
well, for now, they're both courting me.
I can't pick from them..
I don't want to hurt any of them..
so I decided not to undergo a relationship..
I'll just wait for the day that I will be ready..
and I think, on that very day, one of them have quit.
but what if none of them quit?
how will I choose?
will I base from who is the first?
who showed more love?
or just ignore them and find another?
well, making decisions is the hardest part in loving.
but just what they have said..
"in making decisions, there is no right nor wrong"